[sensualspirit]

Hi there,

Not sure if anyone can help me here.

I've been getting increasingly sicker & sicker month by month since about 6-7 years ago.

I've been studying alternative health for about 10 years now, so I know about a lot of things, have tried TONS of cleanses, supplements, Chinese Meds, energy healing (not reiki - consegrity therapy) etc.

I have finally come to the point where I know that we cause all of our own illnesses, but mine keep getting worse & worse even when I'm concentrating on making myself feel more happiness. I've been studying the Hicks-Abraham for over 2 years now.

I know that if I get upset that just pushes me back, but there's no way I'm never going to get upset LOL, that just isn't me.

I don't meditate on a consistent basis & when I did a few years back, it wasn't your typical meditation which was why I liked it.

I know, time management is key, I'm a single mom & an entrepreneur.

Anyway, in the last 3 months, I caught something that has weakened my body tremendously. All of my symptoms (there are tons) are now 10 fold & it's scaring me. I can't get rid of this virus that I feel in my body. Normally I have the symptoms, but I know I don't have a virus, this time I can feel it & it won't go away.

I've been taking Noni (a new brand) & that's not helping after 4 bottles), I was taking grape seed oil in water & that helped a few times but the virus won't go away.

In the past 6-7 months, I did the parasite, liver, kidney, lymp cleanses prescribed by an ND back in Toronto. Clearly that didn't change anything.

I'm getting desperate here, the "typical" holistic methods aren't working & I'm becoming weaker & weaker & I don't believe age has anything to do with it (I'm 42).

Diet - once going on the Candida diet years ago, my food choices changed. While I am not on the diet & haven't been on it for years, all & all I eat relatively healthy. I have been eating more prepared foods that are frozen, but I'm also a believer that we should be able to eat pretty much anything we want, & if we can't, that means there is a problem. I don't eat junk, but I have been eating tons of salads (more than normal b/c I moved to an area where there are farms) & I love veggies, but I'm not a vegetarian.

I do have digestive problems which may be the root cause, but I doubt it, there has to be something that is causing the digestive issues & even when I ate healthier than now I still had the digestive issues.

My intake of sugar via sugar cravings has decreased (I think it's the Noni), so that's a good thing & I definitely feel it more when I have something sweet, but once again, the body should not react in this way if it's healthy & while we know I'm not healthy, things shouldn't set me off like this.

I can't go into everything that is wrong, it would take forever.

I also did approx. 2 months of acupuncture last year. No change.

So my question is, has anyone here ever gone to someone who really really helped them. I don't mean over 2, 3, 4 years time taking tons of supplements & being on a strict diet, I don't agree with these methods b/c they are doomed to fail, just like conventional diets are doomed to fail & I'm not eating junk, so it's not that that is causing all my problems. I'm looking for someone who felt tremendously better (not completely healthy) after one visit to said practitioner?

I don't have the money to go to tons of sessions & one guy in Fl was charging $450/hr. which I think is ridiculous. I question people who charge more than your average lawyer. There are unfortunately a lot of charlotens out there peddling holistic health care. Yes everyone wants to make money, but really.

I am prepared to travel (not too far though & when the money is there) if I come across someone who has a history of helping others who have extreme illnesses, or illnesses no one else can figure out.

LOL, while I don't believe in MDs, if there was a real life "House" around, I'd go. That's how desperate I am, I may even be willing to take drugs even though my body can't handle it.

While I don't have cancer, my symptoms are so varied, it feels like I'm slowly withering away.

I live near Windsor, Ontario.

Any help would be much appreciated, thank you


Michelle
 

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